My sweet soul whispered to me...
"The Jewel is in the Lotus"
"The treasures are in the Shadows"
"It's time to embody, be-in-body"
The life of a Mermaid
I am the Goddess I came here to be,
Swimming deep into my Dharmic Ocean
Paddling effortlessly,
Riding the sweet waves of syncroncity.
What better way to serve the planet,
than to embody my truth.
Guiding women back to Source to unlock the powers of intuition as the jewel to a dream life.
Search for a new dawn
After years of chasing goals, a life lead by action action action, my masculine, I had had enough.
I was made to believe that everything achieved in life must come from suffering, hard work and pain, and that success, love or abundance are a side effect of all the “DO-ING”.
I realised that this was what I was programmed to believe as a child, deeply rooted in my subconscious mind, running the show, the conscious mind.
All those years, I was so busy “DOING”,
there was no space for just “BEING”.
After all, aren’t I a Human Be-ing?
Emotional Suppression
I made no space to breathe, no space to cry, no space to feel the pain. I was used to swallowing my emotions,
like a cup of negativi-tea.
I did not know the taste of my own tears
Lost Soul
I had no guidance,
No understanding that everything in life was a choice,
No knowledge that I was the architect of my destiny,
I was a slave in my own reality.
Trip with Toad
Then one day, on my birthday 11:11,
I experienced the most miraculous gift of my life.
I experienced Bufo Alvarius, 5-Meo-DMT.
I saw the truth of all existence, all universes, all realities, I was re-born.
I woke up to the Truth.
The Truth of Who I REALLY AM.
An infinite immortal being having a temporary human experience.
Suddenly, life began to feel like a dream.
Like an simulated reality
And then I realised...
I am. I am living a dream. Life is a dream.
How did I not remember?
Date nights with darkness
I fought and fought,
My ego wanted to control me.
It lied to me, played tricks on me,
unleashed the dark night of the soul.
It sent me oceans of fear, waves of trauma, waterfalls of anxiety. It wanted me to go back to "sleep" and go back to the life of the "lie". A submission of control.
And I finally just said NO. I choose TRUTH.
No to the fear, no to the trauma, no to the anxiety. No to the lie. No more.
The Truth had set my soul free.
But with Truth, came a new world of pain.
Peaceful Surrender
I decided to surrender.
Surrender to the universe.
Surrender to the unknown.
Surrender to the uncertainty.
Surrender to the shadow and TRUST.
Trust that everything is perfect and fear can no longer submiss me.
That fear and pain are just part of duality.
Deep Cleansing
This was not an easy journey,
I made peace with my shadow and my ego.
They were mean, they made me feel unworthy, unloved, lonely.
I allowed myself to feel the spectrum of emotions
Fear, Guilt, Shame, Acceptance…
To Love, Joy and Peace.
I finally understood why I am here
I am a sentient being, here to FEEL.
Soul Activation
I let my light shine through the darkness,
I forgave myself,
I let myself just BE,
I allowed my divine feminine to come out of the shadow,
And set that Goddess free.
I danced, I sang, I played, I journaled, I drank Cacao.
Guilt-free
I was finally being ME
I healed my Heart Chakra, I entertained my Inner Child
I did the work you see.
I was dancing with the Galaxy
Kriya
Day by day,
My creativity blossomed,
I expressed my Inner Artist,
My Intuition sharpened ten-fold,
I shed layers and layers of ancestral skin
Second wave of light
Then white light struck again,
and I experienced a second wave of light activation,
I woke up in a new reality,
the 5th Dimension.
My reality of today.
Shakti Rising
The Sun is brighter,
My Energy is lighter,
My vibration is higher.
Manifesting is easier than ever.
My world is pure bliss.
Is this too good to be true?
(Said the ego)
Another dream?
Conscious Creator
Oh yes, another dream.
My dream!
And finally, I understood
WHO I TRULY AM.
The Creator of my reality
And this is just my beginning....
